apology

Can i just keep silent, but i can't lie to myself if i lie to myself it will stuck in my head forever and yes i do have the answer but i don't know when can i let it out the answer. Maybe it will get shock or laugh but i'm serious i can't lie anymore and now is not the time yet. What if stuck into the same place in two years time. Should i or should not? Well this is life and i have to decide. I do not want to have any signs or anything and i do not want to hope for it.

thumbs down

I'm sorry if i make these person angry and not giving hope that much because I still not ready yet and I hope it will be fine.

I'm sorry to the guys that i kept following like irritating girl through sms,msn,chat and so on..something in mind though but don't till when can varnish it. 


I shouldn't keep this to myself and If i will given the time and day and opportunity i will personally go,
sit together and speak up. And I know it's not the right time 

I'm sorry to those whom i loved so much lately i felt so grumpy i don't know why lots of things in mind and i'm still confussed with myself.

Not to worried about myself i'm fine just that i need a little time.

Lovely, cheers!

 

If i will given the time and day 
and opportunity 
i will personally go,
sit together and speak up.

Start of the class till now felt like so exhausted and not enough rest but actually i do have enough rest and maybe on the weather i guess makes me feel sleepy and drowsy. And alhamdulillah mum result from the citiscan was alright and nothing damaged or blood clod from her brain :) 

Do you think life is fair enough? Well i guess not really if you did something for that someone you will feel happy but that person wont appreciate that right. And i don't understand why some of these people have the guts to said such thing that makes people unhappy about it and wants the answer or decision immediately or given time. What a waste have this kind of people in life. I don't mind giving it on time but have to think also whether the decision that i make is right or wrong and i don't like when people who are not even our family members give us a curfew and like that kind of people wants to be a part from family i dont think so i will accept it alright. 

If i will given the time and day and opportunity i will personally go and sit together and talk.so random.

Goodnight toodles!